Drama_Qween_2005

So here it is ladies and gentleman my first ever blog! I always thought these things were for losers and saddos so I guess I joined the club, and I'm a proud member.

I'm really pissed off today because life is a bit shit really not only did i leave some work at college and now the holidays have began!!! Also me and my boyfriend (skip this part if your bored already, or are in a happy relationship) well anyways were on abreak thingy ma jiggy because we simply don't get along. Has this ever happended to you? When you love someone but you don't get along so you stay together even though your relationship is going NOWHERE! Well that's what I"m currently doing, well until the next best thing comes about. You see your going to think I"m a bitch but I'm not I'm just a Drama Qween. I am fucking horny though haven't had sex since Ramadam, Islam is a funny religion. It's not so much sex that i miss it's kissing and hugging and stuff like that according to my man a good muslim has no sexual contact what so ever, how shitty it that, so i tells him but i aint't muslim, then he goes but I am. Crap.

If you skipped the boyfriend part then you didn't miss much it was pretty boring anyway, but yeah, what does one write in these things, i mean reading this back i've basically just written a load of shite and not very interesting stuff.

Does anyone out there wish they were still a virgin, I do. Not that losing my virginity was really bad it's just that I'm still sleeping with the guy let's call him Mr XL, I lost my virginity to 3 years later. I don't even really like him anymore but it's weird but everytime we see each other we end up doing it, it's like a really really bad habit. Actually maybe I should give him a call...no no, dats really bad i can't believe I even wrote that! Cheating is a bad idea, i reckon i start half the arguements that we have because i feel bad about Mr XL. Sometimes i want to tell him but I know I can't because the we will be finished because even though our relationship is going nowhere I still love my boyfriend, i should give him anae really how about Abdul that's a nice muslim name. The best thing for me to do is stay away from Mr XL and make things work with Abdul BUT Mr XL is XL and v.sexy and Abdul isn't so sexy. God that is soooooooo shallow. I love Abdul let's just forget about Mr XL, i haven't seen him since July anyway. If only I oculd forget about him, man life is fucked up!

Drama_Qween_2005

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